OK so I erased the very visceral reaction to my son's school. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm very, very disheartened and sad and OK I've let out a lot of four-letter words. So don't have a cow over it. No I didn't say these things right in front of my kids. D'oh. I had to vent. Do I have to be all susie sunshine all the time. Not in this place. Oh I want to leave here soooo badly.